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Would you rather stay and keep up or just let the relationship go?
During the first few months of your relationship, everything seems perfect, everything is like too good to be true. Every single second of you being together is magic, so strong, so right; but as the days, weeks, months and years go by, it's either there's a sudden change of attitude or tiny little white lies start to pour out and even before you start to notice, you were already caught off guard. You're clueless on how to escape the roller coaster ride you didn't know you've been riding and you're dying to get off. And the best part is, you don't know where, when and how to start.
There's no recipe for a perfect relationship. It takes two to make it work the way you want it and if you find yourself alone in the journey of your relationship, you better just let go and wait for Mr Right who will stick being Mr Right and in the event that he unintentionally turns to be Mr Wrong, he'd do anything and everything to be the right person for you. No matter what.
Love conquers all? Not all the time, I would say. Right now, I'm in the stage of holding on and letting go at the same time. I wouldn't want to trash everything we went thru but I'm starting to wonder if everything was all worth it because from what I see, I am giving everything but not getting the honesty I deserve. Living happily by lie is the least thing I would want. I'd rather be alone. As I've always been.
In ever I'd be back to stage 1 of MOVING ON again... It would really hurt a lot. But I'm ready. Because I loved and still love him but above everything else, I love myself.
